And I begin to realize, it isn’t worth it anymore. Nothing is as it seems and everything isn’t like a fairytale. Illusions fool you straight in your face. And when you finally wake up to reality, you start to miss everything about those lies and deceptions. You notice that everything you thought as a child was a dear lie, but you miss it all. You hate the big world. You’re lost in the big city, now. Things like the sun and the grass were taken for granted. Dreams will be dreams. Reality simply is reality. And in the end, all we could really do is try to make the big bad city home. Live life to the fullest, even though reality will slap you and dreams will deceive you.
If you argue with him, you’re hard-headed. If you’re quiet, you don’t care. If you call him, you’re too clingy crazy. If he calls you, he says you should be happy. If you don’t love him, he’ll try to win you. When you do love him, he leaves. If you don’t fuck him, you’re a tease. If you do, you’re easy. You tell him your problems, he says you’re irritating. If you don’t, he says you don’t trust him. If you lecture him, you just want to argue. If he lectures you, it’s because he cares. If you break a promise, he doesn’t trust you anymore. If he breaks it, it’s because he had to. If you cheat, he expects it to be over. If he cheats, he wants another chance. THEY’RE ALL BASICALLY THE SAME. Guys drink to forget about girls; girls drink to think back about the guy. When guys are in love, they become poor; when girls are in love, they become pretty. Guys can forget, but can’t forgive; girls can forgive, but can’t forget. When guys are heart-broken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl; when girls are heart-broken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy. Guys wish to be her first love; girls wish to be his last.
And all women belong in kitchens.
God damn, this post is fucking retarded. Shows how simple minded some girls can be. Scratch that, people.
It’s just two hands you’ll never hold. Those lips you’ll never kiss. A body you’ll never hold. Hair you’ll never tousle. Cheeks you’ll never pinch. Eyes you’ll never look into. Arms you’ll never feel. And feelings you’ll never know.
So why that boy?
Because you don’t choose who you love. You’re heart reads a different story.
My throat fricken’ HURTS! D: I can’t go today ): I’ll just sit home and watch Hi, My Sweetheart all day. I really wanna finish it! :D He looks like Fukunaga from Liar Game. But you know what? ITS ALMOST MARCH 6! I have to watch the Liar Game Movie: Love or Money or I’ll go crazy! ): Ahh okay, I’m gonna make some tea and sit here with no life :) Bye bye!
I has church tomorrow. And I just finished ep 3 of Hi, My Sweetheart lol. It’s good ;) And so now I’m gonna go rest like I shouldve a long time ago xD Since I’m caught up with a fever and all :P Ima look crappy tomorrow, but hell yeah! I OWN it ;) But I might not even go to church tomorrow if I wake up and I’m like… Supersick. O-o Well must be going now. I love yous, Tumblr<3 Muahh xD
A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.
SON: ‘Daddy, may I ask you a question?’
DAD: ‘Yeah sure, what it is?’ replied the man.
SON: ‘Daddy, how much do you make an hour?’
DAD: ‘That’s none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?’ the man said angrily.
SON: ‘I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?’
DAD: ‘If you must know, I make $50 an hour.’
SON: ‘Oh,’ the little boy replied, with his head down.
SON: ‘Daddy, may I please borrow $25?’
The father was furious, ‘If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don’t work hard every day for such childish frivolities.’
The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.
The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy’s questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?
After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:
Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn’t ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy’s room and opened the door.
‘Are you asleep, son?’ He asked.
‘No daddy, I’m awake,’ replied the boy.
‘I’ve been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier’ said the man. ‘It’s been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you.
Here’s the $25 you asked for.’
The little boy sat straight up, smiling. ‘Oh, thank you daddy!’ he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.
The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.
The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.
‘Why do you want more money if you already have some?’ the father grumbled.
‘Because I didn’t have enough, but now I do,’ the little boy replied.
‘Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.’
The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.
LOL, Will Smith is the ferrfgin BOMMB!! Much loveeeeeee for him lol.
*punch* Welcome to Earth.
LOOOOL, gotta love him ;D This is the first time I watched this movie. sad, huh? I only paid attention when the big UFO started shooting the city o-o ACTIONFTW! Muahaha, I love TNT. Always has something interesting… Well not always. I was watching Full Moon Wo Sagashite. Liz pointed me to it xP But it’s like NOTHING compared to Will Smith movies! :D Oo, I wanna watch I, Robot now ._. La la la…
He said I break hearts for my simple amusement. I’m very sensitive to other people, thank you. I feel guilty if I even hurt them. If it’s just the number of people, don’t blame me. I give people chances and if it doesn’t work out, I can’t just force out feelings that don’t exist! I can’t do it to them or to me. I’m not a player. I don’t do it for amusement. I’m not a player. I do it all because I give chances. If I have to break a heart, it’s all for the best. I feel bad about everything in all it’s honesty.
This morning: I just can’t stand it anymore, I cried during passing period because I just felt so horrible! I’m sensitive to other people and it’s just so… Ugh, I feel so bad. But he’s a player, he’ll move on to a girl. Besides, I should believe that all the shit he told me, he told another. But hey, a player does what he can. Lol, he’ll be happy sometime soon. And maybe we can restore a broken friendship.
Well at lunch, it just blossomed. The feelings I have for the other him. It was just… Wow. I wanted so much! He was just THERE and I hella just wanted to hug him, to hold him. It felt weird, since the guilt shocked back into my head. Guilt for A and for Her. There are things I have to do as a girl. I don’t betray friends, that’s one. And I don’t want to break their hearts, that’s two. But I can feel it in me, the desire to call him late at night and talk and talk until the sun is up and I cuss at him for keeping me up. But it’s really too late, I keep thinking highschool highschool highschool. And it only reminds me this: It’s too late. We can’t do this. Highschools are different and it’ll tear us apart. And I respect that now. Since all the people I want right now are going to a different highschool, I’ll wait. But I can’t help my feelings, they’re just there and they grow to be so much more. I can’t help it, I just can’t. He’s there and my heart pounds. It throbs so deeply inside, I could feel it through my chest and hear it in my ears. I could feel it tingle in my fingertips and explode in my head. I’m not gonna say that I love him, because I know I don’t. This all could just be infatuation for all I know.
Well that’s all I have right now (not really…) So AIM me? :) (aim- riahxDD)